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Limerence / Fucked #4 LP

by Kid Chameleon

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Sven B. Schreiber (sbs) It's time for the album that started it all... Let me tell you how I got into the works of Liam James Marsh. Well... I've purchased "Premonition" by Rachel Thomasin, and Bandcamp proposed me to follow a fan who had bought it, too. Luckily, the same fan purchased "Limerence / Fucked #4" right after that, which tempted me to peek into this album - "and now you know the rest of the story". So it's a lucky coincidence... as usual on Bandcamp... Favorite track: I'll Be Leaving Soon.
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1.
Ether (I) 02:17
I swear the wind this weekend could uproot this house and send it into the ether I've been meaning to let you get on But the reason of letting go: It was never rightfully mine, for life, to hold I wish the wind this weekend would uproot this house and send it into the ether It's fair enough that you shouldn't want to see me because I wouldn't either I shouldn't tell myself that, although it'd be nice, you should need a reason I'll finish this this evening
2.
Hell came to me again The devil in a T-shirt and jeans He took my friend again And tainted everywhere we'd been A 6 month break from the real world made easier by I See A Darkness helping me Hell came to me again Blood breath and dirty sheets He took my love again And took the good out of me A 6 month break from the real world made easier by April & Benji helping me Hell came to me again And shook me back to my teens Rattled my youth again The only thing that meant something to me A 6 month break from the real world made easier by The Wild Hunt helping me Hell came to me again But really it was all me
3.
I had a good run Days display hope from what we once had And how we could've come far From a photograph of you in my room with a bass guitar Call me stupid Call me up Even if it's just to tell me that I'm wrong It's true, I'll be leaving soon But not to be with you I'll be leaving soon Was that the last time Because we can't do this again Was that the last time that I will occupy your head You'd had enough Days erase a love we once had Now that we're apart I'll throw out pathetic phrases like "a whole in halves" Call me stupid Call me up Even if it's just to tell me that we're done It's true, I'll be leaving soon But not to be with you I'll be leaving soon Was that the last time Because we can't do this again Was that the last time that I will occupy your head
4.
I don't know where I'm going but I know where I'll end up Behind the train station where the city's lit up A Stranger In The Alps In every whisper there's a shout dying to get out I'm spending every day inside And I've got 3 weeks left But I'll stay sleeping on the right hand side I didn't wish you Happy Birthday I didn't send my love It's a sad situation that we've built up I could do with some help In every fake smile there's a story to tell I'm spending every day inside And got 3 weeks left But I'll stay sleeping on the right hand side
5.
When it's barely midnight and I'm looking to sleep I know I'm giving up I'm always tired I'm sick of here But I'll be gone next month I figured that if I'm going to be unhappy anyway then It'd may as well be in a place with a getaway With winding streets, friendless, expensive Will I have had enough before long When it's barely midnight and I'm looking to sleep I know I'm giving up When I'm rolling to the right to magnolia views I know I'm losing love There's a guilt in me in needing someone to rely on But I've rebuilt bridges in these last 6 months that I've been gone Though I'm still held daily by the glow of screens Whether I'm home or the ever-changing red, white, green When it's barely midnight and I'm looking to sleep I know I'm giving up When I'm rolling to the right to magnolia views I know I'm losing love
6.
(Words by Kane Storr) We drive and We talk and We fuck and Occasionally We listen to One another We were Snakes crawling On our stomachs Slowly into Oblivion. Unaware. Blissful. Graceless.
7.
That's not what I meant I lied I abuse my rhetoric In a bid to say what I want and still get away with it I could count my merits and still not end up with anything Please excuse my misanthropic tendencies I just don't want you thinking that you've got the best of me You may be tired, low and bored But I've got nothing to be sorry for Except for being so dumb and no good, love Writing songs instead of doing us As you progressed I couldn't keep up I guess you'd had enough That's not what I said You lied How much would you bet on it I'm happy to spend my life vilified If that's what you want If you counted on both hands the parts of me you'd miss would you end up with two clenched fists Tracing steps to see what it was that made you sick of me and want to up and leave again A lover, best friend I guess this is the end, again Because I'm still dumb and no good, love Writing songs instead of doing us As you progressed I couldn't keep up I guess you'd had enough I guess you'd had enough I've had enough
8.
I don't mean to diminish your beliefs But that's bullshit When did you change your views We used to laugh at people like you A personality like the weather 'I should bed her better' Do you notice the difference? Admittedly my glottal stops do hinder the point I'm trying to make How long did this change take Swapping t's for d's The American dream Syntax stance and a means to an end Is change irreversible or did I get too personal Love is need But that's not what you've got So what do you want Swapping t's for d's The American dream Syntax stance and a means to an end
9.
Out of sight and out of mind, sometimes I still long for late evenings and sunrise What's the difference between limerence and feeling fucked just missing this Turns out not much These days you're not on my mind, sometimes A letter of love and loss and calling for better times What's the difference between limerence and feeling fucked just missing this Turns out not much An evening where the moon limns a half light It becomes clear that tonight's not when we'll reunite What's the difference between limerence and feeling fucked just missing this Turns out not much
10.
We laid together on the bed [We were] fucked, we were upset Filled to the head with regrets 3 bodies distant, never meant The hospital leers over courtyards Parks and streets here too It laughs under its breath It's taunting me I'm still kind of ashamed to smile Guilt in feeling alright For the first time In a long time Soon it will have been a year Could you have guessed that we'd be here I offered you love You opted for nothing at all

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Recorded by myself sporadically over 9 days in August '19.

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released August 14, 2019

Artwork by Mark Shipley / privatearchipelago
Words to (Slowly Into) Oblivion written by Kane Storr

Additional vocals by Kane Storr on Hell Came To Me Again, Barely Midnght & (Slowly Into) Oblivion.
Additional vocals by Alice Kat on (Slowly Into) Oblivion and Barely Midnight

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